Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Another form of goodbye

Why is it that we are unable to foresee the things we should be able to?
Why is it that we always end up separable from the ones we dont want to to till death?
Why is it that now when youre gone I dont start making sense?
Why is it that we realise something good is gone when it is really gone?




Why is it that you have leave?

Sunday, December 27, 2009

You

The people I miss dearly, and they are not even close by.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

The Battle Im Forced to Fight on My Own


I came to this world unknowingly, what I will be facing, what I will be seeing, what I will hear.
No one told me it will be this good or bad.
That people see you by first impressions.
That people either love you to core or hate you to core.
That people are war.
That people are battleships.
Just waiting to be lunched to win this war of perfections.

I dont even care what you think. What you do. Or how you want to bring me down.
Been there, done that.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

The Night is Young



How many more happy moments must we live to finally reach the sad part?

Sunday, December 20, 2009

I bleed confidence from deep within my guts

credits Joanna Tan Yen Fen




I miss you.
I miss every movement of yours.
I miss your moving soul around me.
I miss how I always look forward to coming home to seeing you every day.
I miss calling you from the top of my lungs like how I always do to irritate you.
Most of all,
I miss you.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Now You're talking

credits bandsearch
YOU CAN COUNT ON MY PRESENCE!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

If only We were Colourblind


Things will be looked upon in black & white and we would not have fought over what colour our love was.

Friday, December 11, 2009

The Return

After finishing up this crazzy week with never-ending tests and one more to come next week, I finally had my proper dose of Kpop. And also no cable at aunt's house. I am seriously gonna die watching another xincaipo's own drama. Kills my lovely eyes and ears to hear and watch the act. So much "passion". Jee

Watched where MBLAQ visits Super Junior on one of SUJU's varitey show.
First video is the entrance and how when MBLAQ dances Oh Yeah, SUJU joins too making it funny.


Seond video; Thunder sings Sandara's part in "Fire". Ok Thunder is cute but the most cutest thing is when the guys around him bumps their chest in boom boom boom part. Lovelove!


Third video; Narsha is cute when she messes up jumping over the rope but for this, no one can beat Thunder. His deteremination to really wanting to succeed is just enough ageoyness. And MIRR!!! Damn funny shouting at him. I adore him in MBLAQ but its a little irritating that he looks like Hongki.


Last video; G.O jumping on ropes. Damn those small sexy eyes. And I think he is the only one good with ropes here.


This is quite interesting. Each 2PM memebers with different deaths.


Joanna Tan Yen Fen, you are NOT getting HIM!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

And You Told Me I Was The One Without Emotions



I tried to paint a black and white picture of you. But the colours look so wrong on you.


I should stop making it like its your fault.
You're just freaking happy I lost.

Friday, December 4, 2009

The Locket And The Key



I want to steal your happiness. Put it in a jar and see how it intercepts with mine.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Monday, November 30, 2009

Bunch of people had that made my day. Totally!!
MUST WATCH=)

FO doing T-ara's Bo Beep:


2PM's Heartbeat:

Farewell room

What you're staring at now is an empty soul. No hearts beating. No movements. No sound of one breathing.



Well maybe there's beauty in goodbye.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Dream on

So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve
Well make sure to build your house brick by boring brick,
or the wolves gonna blow it down

Thursday, November 26, 2009

The little things you do

Angie: "Su su ah gong faster come. Sushi going cold!!"
Suman: "Sushis are meant to be eaten cold."
Angie: "This sushi is made with love."


Love. Hmm..

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Im glad I live in the country side

You're a little too obsess with yourself you forgot how I used to live beside you.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Can you feel the urgency?



"They whisper that Ive lost the race, but I won't fucking stop"

Friday, November 20, 2009

Your tears


You make sad words sound so beautiful.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Thankful


If his face was the map of the world, I'd be home.

Monday, November 16, 2009

I'm deaf


What is it that you're tying to tell me? Ohno, I cant hear you. Speak louder. Louder! LOUDER!


Speaker louder till you're able to burst my eardrums out fo' those who shalt' not deserve to live, shalt' not hear first.

2012

The moment we stop fighting for each other, that's the moment we lose our humanity.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Stop & Stare



Like a burning candle, no matter how fast or slow, like how when I open my eyes, no matter where I am, life has already moved ahead of me.
Anyone care to offer some of their lifetime?
I'm kinda lagging behind.

Heartbeat

I WAS LITERALLY UP AND AND HIGH WHILE WATCHING THIS! OMG WOOYOUNG OMG JUNSU OMG JUNHO OMG EVERYBODY BUT MOSTLY OMG WOOYOUNG. Joanna, HE IS BLOODY FREAKING MINE. Untechincally, BUT HE WILL BE SOON! MUhahahahahhaHAHHAHAHAH

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Fire


Been playing with fire for awhile, wheres my extinguisher?

Saturday, November 7, 2009



I am suppose to do my project and head back to sleep cause I have to wake up in 4hours time to touch Malaysian soil but insomnia got the best of me.

In the meantime, enjoy Hanying's epic expressions.

xoxo

I rather have no heart



You're just so beautiful I want to break you to find your ugliness.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Yearn

Prati: "Sometimes I yearn for my mother that when I reach home after school Im sad that she is never home."


Tell me about it.

After this month, I will not only see her but not feel her presence too. I get homesick easily that is why I never overnight at friend's or stay over during chalet. And for me to move away not only from them but to leave this house, it really is too much to take.
Everynow and then, when Prati and Sindy come over, they are overwhelmed by looking at the in-the-process-of-emptying-house. My house.

I am getting choked up by just writing this. And I am not even physically talking about it.


This sucks.

Big time.

Oopsy Daisy, I hurt you again



Im a walking disaster

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Slippery


I tried to reach you. But you were far from reach. Or was I just too late? And now I'm just lost in my thoughts of how not you were able to leave me easily, but to why I didn't try to hold you back.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Tired Of Waiting

2PM's teaser for their comback, Tired Of Waiting.


Wooyoung!!!!


I heard this song was inspired when JYP got kinda tired of waiting for Jay's response to returning back to 2PM.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Broken this fragile thing now

Dear Matthew, I should have know.
I should have known better.
I should have known the best.



That you were just another Tom, Dick, Harry.
Salmon
I'm hungry

Ex`use me, miss?

Suman: "Mommy you have a sore throat?"
Mom: "Yes."
Suman: "Omg its the sore throat season. Hello, I am a student nurse do you need any help or anything you need?"
Mom: "Get out of my sight."


What kind of mother shows a middle finger in the background when a group of people are taking pictures?


My kind of mother.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

I was nearly scared to death of why you left in paragraphs.

Your heart has a lack of colour

After reading Prati's and Prabesh's blog, it hit me suddenly. The emotions they written there I had been through. The anger they had makes me equally furious. The longing for that friend to be well makes no use for me telling them that, Cause they were the ones who made me feel well. It will be ironic that I ask them to be well, whereas on the other side, its pouring everyday inside.
When they say all good things come to an end, its unfair.

While Prati was telling me about how her friend's farewell went, I started tearing up. I was stupid to ask her in the first place cause Prati suddenly looked straight into my eyes and said, "Your eyes are teary. Are you going to cry?". I was embarrassed. Way damn too full embarrassed. I did not know what else to say so I replied, "I am an emotional person".
And its the truth.





Right now, to stop this crazy emotions from running all over me, Im staring at the staute of a laughing buddha beside me. Strangley its making me smile. Its crazy but my brother felt the same too. Crazy to the extend that he literally kissed the buddha's bald head.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Maybe,

...maybe two is better than one.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

This dagger digs deep

Half an hour ago, I felt a very sharp pain in the center of my chest. Not the first time I have encountered this but, this times it was really really pain. Whenever I inhale, there will be that sharp pain followed by a really bad heart pain. I suspect unhealthy body system in my short, fat body. Prati even managed to guess that I had junk food for my dinner.

After a few sharp pains, suddenly my heart aches. I started to break down. I cried. And also I was listening to Blink 182's I miss you. Stupid as it may sound, but I like to easily break down. Makes me feel like I can feel. Makes me feel I can be stronger. But it always gets back to square 1. So I gave myself 30 seconds of slience cause 1 minute is just too long. When they say time flies by fast, for me its slow. Well sometimes ya its fast but at times like this, its slow. Therefore I choose to say, I want to die young.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Yet again




When I started to have celebrity crush on Tablo, he goes and gets married. -.-
Ohwells.
He looks like Eunhyuk! Wow.

I is want to meet Wooyoung+Eunhyuk!!

Clapclap




I have told myself many times.
I have reminded myself repeatedly.
I have swore to myself over and over again.
I swear I will get you, my dreams.





****ers.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Suman: "Where are you!"
Mom: "Im out. Why?"
Suman: "Im alone at home."
Mom: "HAHAHAHAHHA! Its not the first time."





Faint.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Feces!

-FieldofDreams;wanderlust; says:
hahahahas
faint
u are always shittitng
ur bowel system is very GOOD

colour my life with chaos of trouble says:
HAHHAHAHA
WTHEFECES IS THAT PRATI!
omg
faint
the more i laugh more pain
faint prati

--FieldofDreams;wanderlust; says:
hahahahas
then can
u please
go use the the
LADIES
oh so sorry
its a UNISEX TOILET
;D

colour my life with chaos of trouble says:
LOL
joke of the day!






Its funny to me.

deep and meaningless



If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

"I guess I wasnt unsure of it when I was with you"

So much has happened but I have so little to say.

Anyways, first week of school passed graceful. Nothing interesting. Just new lecture rooms which makes lectures even more boring. All in the name of, thanks to timetable, comfy, cushion seats. How lovely.

So on friday, went to watch the movie which I have been anticipated to watch for a really long time, 500 Days of Summer. Sometimes I am a sucker for happy endings and was sad that this wasnt so. It was kinda funny when everyone in the cinema went, "AHHHHHHHHH!", when Tom meets Autumm. Haha. But I prefered him to be with Summer. 500 Days of Summer is not the kinda of sad story, but I really teared and got angry when Summer said, "I guess I wasnt unsure of it when I was with you".


Pftt. Talk about being emo. Feces.

I caught myself



They say, "every cloud has a silver lining". My silver lining just got rusted and dirty. Bye charms.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

You cut me open





Million times I have watched this.
Million times I have cried.
Million times I wanna be out there.
For the millionth time I wanna shine.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Puberty

I am strong when I am by myself.

Monday, October 19, 2009

My perfect

Boy meets Girl,
Girl meets Boy.
Doesnt believe in love.
Bestest friends.
Forever.





I would love that.

If my heart was a house,



..would you come live with me?

Too little less time

In one months time, this house will be empty.
In one months time, I will be alone.
In one months time, I will out there staring at this house cause it it not mine to be called home sweet home anymore.
In one months time, I will cry the hardest I have ever in my life.
So much hard I am already starting now.
In one months time, I have to say goodbye to the 3 toppest most people in my life.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

500 Days of Summer

I want to watch.

Part 1






So damn happy to see Wooyoung in action again. DamnDamnDamnDamnDamn freaking happpy.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

The sound of settling



I am pretty much a hay-wired person now. I like how I am intricated with my life. I like to stay mysterious. I do not like people figuring me out. I like people making me a decoration they put in the corner of their living room where they want no one else to notice. I feel better when I am hiding.


Today I went out with Prati. We had fun but I started to feel abit off and suddenly asked to go home. I am very sorry Prati.







Went to my favourtie place for waffle ice-cream. Yummy. Prati went in heaven. After that, went to Far East to get props for my project. Not really what I had in mind, but I got it cause ya it looked good on my models, plus, when desperate times calls for desperate measures. Wanted to go botancial garden but it was too far so we went to Hill Road or somewhere around there and took pictures that is not worth posting it here. That was when I started feeling tired and down, and so home we went.

I really should get a hold of my mood swings and throw them out of the window. But eventually they will find a way to crawl back into me. I should just leave myself alone. Shit this.

I will love you. I swear I will.

Looking at him makes me sad. Seeing his pictures everywhere makes me sad. Watching the way he moves makes me sad. The look in his eyes makes me sad.

This performance makes me sad. Knowing how he is hurt when he is out there in the crowd where nobody tries to understand them makes me sad.




Lean on my shoulder. I will dry your tears. I will help you through the toughest times. I will do whatever it takes to bring that smile on your face again. I will do anythin, Jang Wooyoung.

Monday, October 12, 2009

A Lack of Colour




Define emotional. No, I am not talking about "EMOOOOOO!". I am feeling emotional. I feel its ok to feel sad at times for no reason. I always feel sad. Everday. For no reason. I feel its ok. I think I repeated that.

Sometimes I just cry listening to songs. Especially Miserable At Best. Goodbyes are the best way to let go of every heart ache. Hard to let go but, nothing last for forever.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Whatever happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas




Confessions. Literally hay-wired. Dancing. Vomitting. Blabbering. Wow. I will now say I like my life. When I am with my friends. Thankyou Sindy Gurung and Pratichhya Ale. I love you girls till death. Whatever happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas.

Friday, October 9, 2009

Sometimes you can't make it on your own



I would have choosen a better picture like what other bloggers do. Or should have post one with has my face but no. I am very sensitive. Sensitive towards peopl's comments against my "beautiful" face so therefore I'm going to give a "Miss-what-the-hell-are-you-digging-for-no-face-SHEEESHH" picture.

In this offically 18years of my life, I am still shy as the distance from heaven to hell.

Thankyou to everyone for this remarkable 18 years of my life.

I'm still living...

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

BS

JYP AUDITIONS GOING TO BE HELD IN USA/CANADA. WTF!

Monday, October 5, 2009

Don't smile,

..you look ugly.





















Now you tell me.

We miss you

After School performing 2PM's Again&Again. Even thou the voices were not that agressive enough, totally digging the moves.
And omg, on Kahi's arm, "'2' THIS IS FOR YOU GUYS." SO damn right!
LOVE AS!


2AM performaing 4Minute's Hot Issue. This is for you Joanna Tan. Haha. Nobody, nobody, nobody at all can beat Jokwon.


SUPER JUNIOR!!! Omg Eunhyuk!! Typing this and watching Eunhyuk on Bora. My day just got better:DDDDDD
Performing SNSD's Geine. I love how they incorporated other famous dance moves like, GD's Heartbreaker, BEG's Abracadadra, 2PM's I Hate You and one more I could not make out.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

HOMIESS FOR LIFE!
A dog helping a wounded dog. Cool.


2AM - Jo Kwon & Seulong ~ Abracadabra Performance. If only 2PM praticipated too..

WOOOYOUNG~

Friday, October 2, 2009

You know you got this fantasy in your head about



Somtimes I feel like its no use.
No use of chasing after what you really want to do.
The reason I want to stay true to my dreams.
The reason I chase after my dream everyday.
The reason I want to live.
The only reason I will stay here.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Sweet dreams on a beautiful nightmare

I want to play Halloween Party.
I want to dress up as a ghost.
Put a piece of cloth over me and I'll be a ghost.
I want to go Night Safari's Halloween Special.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Cause I was bored

2PM and SUper Junior in a waiting room. Omg. I really rofl when Heechul came out. He totally owned it!


Otters holding hands while they're floating. And at one point they get dirft apart but then they will float back to each other again and then back to holding hand. Notice the darker otter will kiss the fairer otter's hand when they get back together. Sooo sweeeet!!

I think I saw a pussycat.




My laptop's been really crazy. Really really crazy to the extend that it will just jam up in between when I'm checking my important documents which leave me nothing to but restart it. Happened 4 times the day before yesterday and 3 times just now. Time to call the techinal support. Again..

Mom: "They don't have the detergent wash, OH MAN."
Suman: "My mom is hip."
Calls out to mom.
Shows rock "\m/" sign.
Mom returns back the sign.
All that in a crowded SUPERMARKET.
My mom, the mafia, sure is one hippy mfia.

So, today, which is techianlly suppose to be yesterday cause it just passed 12am, went out with Sindy because I had to buy some materials for my project. I was debating whether or not to buy on the way to meeting Sindy and Jac, who were the only amature tennies players in the whole lot of the people playing tennies that time. As I could not reach there in time to laugh-cry my tears out watching them play, I just asked how their "training" went. Expected. They were the only ones who accidentally made a fool of themselves. And the best thing, there was the competition going on beside their court. How lovely. I wanna play tennies too. Like Maria Sharpova, I want to scream in agony when I hit the tennies ball. How fun!

Onto the supposedly shopping with Sindy but in the end eneded up exploring the west side of Singapore, I ended up not buying any materials because I decided that I will used it in my second project. I am so good in occuping myself with projects I gave myself but still worrying whether I will be able to finish them or not. Hopefully I will since I have 3weeks of holidays left which I wanted to find a job but am just too lazy.

So Sindy and I went to Lot 1 and Jurong Mall. There was nothing interesting at Lot 1 but oh boy can you get more lost in Jurong Mall than in Singapore! That place freaking huge! Sindy and I got lost a few times. Well ya lucky for me, Sindy was not a first timer there. The place is freaking neat, but huge!! Huge to the extend that there are even some shops that are hiden deepdeep in. Amazing. Will love to go again!

It really hurts everynow and then whenever I listen to their song. Because I am a sentimental type of person, most of my songs in my ipod contains, emo-sentimental-"i love you but i can't be with you" types of songs, it just makes my happy to listen to them. I know right. Listening to sentimental songs but feeling happy. Sometimes I don't make sense therefore making my life more complicated then it already is. Hmm, conspiracy. Anyways, I hope Jay is doing well. Fans should be supporting him with what he wants to do instead of boycotting. It totally does not make any sense at all! Who cares if they are not gonna support the 6memeber in the upcoming Dream Concert. I will.

I will.


My mind is filled with Wooyoung.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Rebirth


Be strong for me, I'll be strong for you
Be strong for me, and I'll be strong for you

Monday, September 28, 2009

I feel like dying




I am a dead cat. A dead cat who used up all her 7 lives. I tried to make everything perfect from the all the way to the clouds to the distance of earth's first soil.


I am ready to start on my project. Damn excited for it!!!!! Hopefully it will turn out good.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Mafia

I don't why but I'm shaking. A fear shaking or a chills shaking. I don't know. It is just sometimes I just happen to feel like this. Pretty much the cure is, there is none. Of course, duh, You.

I am here all alone at home waiting for Pratichhya Ale to give me the cue to meet her for our photography session. It is kinda taking long but I am also waiting for my bother at the same time. For what, I forgot once again.

So I am pretty much home alone, again. Parents are out, again. Will be back home late at night. I remember one time when my dad, mom and I went out. After treating me to a 3star lunch, my mom shooed me home saying she and dad will be going on a date. Fabulous. Thats when she became to be the mafia of this family. When mafia says orders this and that, it has to be done. But according to my calculation, I am the only one doing everything! Dad, he cannot be bother 3/4 of family issues. He believes in slience is golden. I do too. Brother, shortly after reaching puberty, he is only home 1/7.

But what is a family with some issues, favourtism, riviarly, screaming, hit-and-run, love, laughter and pranks. A happy family. My family.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

This is just so damn adorable!!!
Daesung's dance kinda reminds of Wooyoung's shanti dance. Haha. And him being concern about Nickhun. Its just funnyy. I miss him in shows..

So, what YOU up to?

Nothing much. Just watching utube and crying over dance videos cause they can dance so well while Im just stuck at first 2 beats of a song which I have been practicing on for 4 days. And its an easy song...

Anyways,

This made me smile. *SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEE*


On ISF- Eunhyuk&Leeteuk
There is an aura around Eunhyuk thats why Im like head over heels for me just like for Wooyoung. Even with those damn funny, unexpected, freaking hilarious hairstyle during the ride, he is still noble(??) about it. Hahaha. I am like as if what some speacher giver.

I had to hold my laughter while watching this cause its 1:32AM. And I can't sleep.

Monday, September 21, 2009

He makes me jealous, PERIOD.







Also amazing that he can dance in slippers..

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Inspiration

THIS, I RESPECT. THIS, THATS WHAT INSPIRE ME. THIS, IS WHY I DANCE FOR THE LOVE OF DANCE.




Another female celebrity crush. Nicole.
She is by far the most real type of people I found out.

Real?, you ask me. I also dont know what Im saying but she is just too cutee!! If only I can be friends with her since we are 91-ers. LOLOLOL. Ok Suman. Done with day dreamings.

Thankyou Sindy for the coffee drink. Haha. I saw this once but I was unsure if it was G Dragon or not.

Star Rice cracker which Super Junior did an ad on!!!! It tasted like WaaWaa but way nicerr!!



AT LAST I GOT TO PAINT MY SHORT FAT UGLE NAILS. Although the colour doesnt suit me. Shi-

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Heartbreaker Parody

I, myself, did not expect this at all. Wasn't that funny but kudos for making himself like a fool. Is he a comdeian? Well then great.

Fuzzy Wuzzy


from livelavelive

Makes me wanna think about life with a hot chocolate in my left hand and on the other wirting about my best moments in life



Speaks out, "HEY BITCHES LOOK AT ME I DANCE BETTER!!
Ga-in is soo damn cute!!! Can't wait for this espd!!!

In whose club??

Of coz 2NE1's club! I will now put on my high heels and learn how to dance like that.





I was trying to kid, but I think Im gonna try. Provided I even have heels. The last time I checked, I had threw it down the chute.

I will like to,

Photobucket
from PerezHilton



TO ADOPT A BABY TOO.

Nah, Im kidding. I am still an adolescent. Hoho. Ohman.
Anway, Katherine Heigl adopted a baby girl from Korea named Naleigh, because her adopted Korean sister was also adopted by her parents. Wow.


Feel like getting a korean kid for myself too. Just look at that effing chubby cheeks and fairness!!!! Wonder who is fairer, Joanna or Naleigh?

Haha

On my 120th post,

HELLYA IM BACK!!!!!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

1:59PM ? BS


I felt like crying watching this..
This may be their last performance, but 2PM is not fading out in many of our hearts.
May be, might not be, its like I can see tears in Wooyoung's eyes. =((((


1:59PM you say? Thats BS. They are still 2PM. They signed their name with 2PM as their band name. They will change it if they want.




People.

Hey Super Girl



DAYUM DONGHAE!!!!!
Even thou the shortest, he looks freaking hottttttttt!!!!
Jessica?? Oh yah she is popular in China. Pftt. Lol.
I'm just mesmerized by Donghae. He makes every move hot man!!!



Korea fans are one people not to mess with. The boycotting still goes on. For goodness sake, JYP is also a human. Protest made outside JYP company in Korea, and one of the poster read,

Four years, the time it took to change him from Jay Park to Park JAEBEOM
Four days, the time it took to destroy his dream.
It was a simple, yet powerful message that the fans based their silent protest on.


So very true, but guess who made him quit? Netizens are just as much too much.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Might Come Back ?


2PM's "Might Come Back"
Fans raised this song into the top chart in Korea like telling Jay Park to return back to 2PM.

Smartsmart.

Time will only tell

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Hiring?

Heaven

I thought it will be 3 weeks of hell. 3 weeks of not knowing what to do. 3 weeks of looking like a fool. 3 weeks of wasting my life just like that. 3 weeks of being puched around by others. 3 weeks of loathing why I even came to doing that. 3 weeks of emo-ing. 3 weeks of trying to hide from the world in that small littlest corner. 3 weeks of screaming "I HATE YOU. I HATE ME. I HATE WORLD. I HATE EVERYBODY. I WISH I WAS DEAD." in my head.


However that the first 2 weeks was amazing. Amzing, awesomest thing that ever happened in my life. More amazing that day-dreaming about Eunhyuk or Wooyoung. More amazing then helping out with the chores at home and getting praised by mother(I don't get praised. I'm just acting like I'm writing a novel. DAMN! I just blew it). I decided to call this, heaven.

I have one more week to go and I wish to start this all over again... =)





At your service,
Nurse Suman






MUHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
By the way, I am not kidding.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Sometimes I just feel like saying _|_ dad

Murderous

We are all murders.
Killing people's pride.
We can be worse.
Vomitting out people's small stupid past wrong doings to be the best.


Wish Jay Park all the best. Hottests should really give it a rest. It was his decision. Why make things more harder for JYP and boycott the whole situation.?



Imogen Heap's voice is really one in a million after Frou Frou's. Both I love!!


Actually I heard that piece of song after this;

People, of cause being people, are bashing him for using Imogen Heap's "What did she say.." part. But I think its nice and it fits. Yes. Its really nice.
Oh, and just because Josh DeRulo's black, people are screwing him for his rapping.
_|_

That is not rapping. Its called singing. Blacks are sing too man!! Neyo can sing. I like Neyo.



World is full of shitters.
It was my 111th post on 11/09.
And I forgot to pay respects.
Damn.

Sorry

Monday, September 7, 2009

Don't cry on my shoulders,

.. Im not even strong myself



Let's stand together;
And fall together
In the end,
we are the ones who makes mistakes

Friday, September 4, 2009

What Time Is It?? THE HOTTEST TIME OF THE DAY

Wild Bunny Esp 7 OUT!
Lovelove people at Time2Sub2=))

Dam Wooyoung is hella cuteeeee!!! With his darn swollen face and Toshio face. Im melting. Haha. Howvever he had to leave halfway because he had a vocal knot or something like that which I guess means he cant talk at all?

Anyways I got some snapshots of them. Harhar.
I am not a stalker, just an obessive fan... Hahahahhaha!!
Same difference?

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After tasting the soup they made;
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His EYEBROWS!!! HAHAHA!! A true Toshio
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WY's innocent face after Junho complimenting him that the food was a successful.
Maybe you can try cooking for me WOOYOUNGG!!! Haha
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This nowards will be Prati's fav, I think? Haha
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Highlight photo of the day
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Nickhun showing real love to Junho.
HOHOHOHOHOHO








Ya. it was a fake kiss.