Heaven

I thought it will be 3 weeks of hell. 3 weeks of not knowing what to do. 3 weeks of looking like a fool. 3 weeks of wasting my life just like that. 3 weeks of being puched around by others. 3 weeks of loathing why I even came to doing that. 3 weeks of emo-ing. 3 weeks of trying to hide from the world in that small littlest corner. 3 weeks of screaming "I HATE YOU. I HATE ME. I HATE WORLD. I HATE EVERYBODY. I WISH I WAS DEAD." in my head.


However that the first 2 weeks was amazing. Amzing, awesomest thing that ever happened in my life. More amazing that day-dreaming about Eunhyuk or Wooyoung. More amazing then helping out with the chores at home and getting praised by mother(I don't get praised. I'm just acting like I'm writing a novel. DAMN! I just blew it). I decided to call this, heaven.

I have one more week to go and I wish to start this all over again... =)





At your service,
Nurse Suman






MUHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
By the way, I am not kidding.