So Long

and if this is the last time i'll ever talk
let it be the best time
and if this is the last time i'll ever see
let it be the best sight
and if this is the last i'll ever feel
let it be the best touch
and if this is the last time i'll ever cry
dont stop me from crying.

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE

I should be studying-

I want to watch

kill me, my boredom.

Sexy much?

All of my ideal guys looks almost the same. Omagh.
And also it applies to only one race of guys. Hoho

Kiss me death

Why do you still want to squeeze me dry when already Im drying up.
So many tears coming out and it wont stop.
And you think I deserve this.

I tried my best can't you see?
The scars are visible even from afar and you still choose to think its normal.

How am I suppose to sleep at night?
Knowing you are there to suffocate me.
And when all you think its just a nightmare.

Im no puppet.
I bleed too.
Maybe, even, a darker blood than yours.

Welcome to the club

I think I need a texting friend.

Vent it out

When I wanted to get high, Sindy and Prati wanted me to drink red bull. How erm, cute. But thankyou Sindy for making me feel materialistic and sophisticated with Port. All I was missing was meat. I WANTTTT MEAT!

I miss drinking with mom..
Wish you were here

I REALLY love the way you lie

You look freaking familiar

Thai guys are hot

Brave Brothers

Brave Brothers is a producer I have started following recently. Pity since they have been around for quite long and I take quite a while to register good songs in my head. They come with songs and collaborate artists that you can never imagine to make these songs sound so good. The melody sticks to my head and has entered my top 25 most played list on my ipod. And every song has such meaning you can not want to say you cant feel it. The lyrics to the song Finally, featuring Kelvin & Alexandra from U-Kiss, gave me goosebumps. Made me not want to fall in love. Made me not want to feel what love is. Not only this song, but other songs like another of my favorite, Bittersweet featuring Hyunah and M, was just beauty. And now Brave Brothers is going to come up with a new album and from there I am most anticipating Jay Park which Brave Brothers will be featuring him in one of his song.

Time

If I tell you about my passion and what I truly want to be when I grow up, you would wanna burn that dream of mine, wouldnt you?

(L)

Im lazy to type why I post these videos. Well most of you should know. Or does only Joanna knows?

Like the bottles on the floor,
I'm broken.
Or is it just another excuse?

Cotton Candy

<3
The actress is darn pretty!

ITS SO FLUFFY IM GONNA DIE

KNOCKED OOOOOVERRRRRRR!

Gain: "Plant!"
Jokwon: "We dont need a plant we have the plant holder!"
Jokwon: "Wait... since we have the plant holder we should buy a plant..."


KEKEKEKEKKEKEKEKEKEKE

Meet Sophie

My dog.
Well like my dog as in my family's dog but they are overseas right now and if I say its their dog it will also become partly my dog right?

The while They called it Love, I call it Pain, note

Its not use saying If you think its no use listening.

The love story you and I will never have

Gerrad,

Do you know what you done? Do you know what insane mistakes you have make? Do you even care? Did you think twice, thrice four, five times before disappearing? I keep seeing you. And it hurts. Hurts so much that I want to break this heart of mine to stop the pain. To stop the feeling. To demolish every feeling I have for you to make you come back. But we both know you can't come back. I can't go to meet you. All of our friends says its a happy story with a sad ending. I just didn't know it will happen to us. You are still too far from being lost in my heart. I wish you back.. so much so I don't feel like living anymore

Eisley

Nosebleed much

I need motivation to go work.

Here it goes.

Ok seriously I didnt know what to expect. Like seriously I was in cloud nine or even higher. But all in all I still wasnt satisfied coz we got the suckiest seats. Anways seeing them live was already AHHHHHHHHHH!!! I felt like I was in Music Bank. People were holding their support cards and singing to the fan chants during the song. It was awesome! I really felt like we were in the studio of music bank. Haha. Alright then omg when they came out I went wild! They are really freaking pretty! And omg my bias was effing hot! I didnt know what to say. I just kept screaming, screaming, screaming and screaming. There was nothing much to talk about, just screams. I could looked they were tired. They were sweating but they still carried on with their performances to pleased their fans. I was proud of them and of coz proud to be their fan too. The way they serenade one of the fan made me envy with greeen! They were like almost to adult age, whereas the fan was only a kid and she had like special treatment from celebrities already! Holding her hand throughout when the serenade was being done. Whispering to her ear when she felt shy. Putting arms around her shoulder. Of I died. And at one time waving at our direction. And stupid me thinking, "Omg then that means did he see me??". The the love messages they sent out to their fans. Omgggg.. Next time no chance!

Watch Ent. on 5 next week. Beast gonna be on! And you know how that show has celebrities giving their stuff so that the fans can win right? Dongwoon gave his awesome sunglass, Hyungseng gave his shiny bracelet which he was just wearing before the show and decided he'll give up that for the fans(omg), Doojoon gave his necklace which he was also wearing throughtout the show, and Yoseob gave a b2st tee with all of their autographs. Im thinking please let me be the one to win this all but they always freaking gives to their own people.

My day went awesome!

Dorky boys are lovee.

Even after the song has changed, he was still hyperactively dancing. Haha



Dongwoo+Sungyeol=Im in seven heaven!

Ohno?

Ok I wouldnt have post this if it wasn't for Poreotics.
Or maybe the song is nice. Well it isnt that crazy like "Baby baby baby ohh~". My cousin was singing that verse non-stop the other time I had to turn off the radio, take out the radio plug, and sent him out of my room.

If only I was a established ______ by now.

Bullshit

Shit why am i crying...

Tick tick tick tick tick tick

Can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Law is cute and cant believe he is around my age.
Charles is well, ok the joker and is damn right the funniest.
Chad is hands down, he can be cute too without knowing it himself.
I wish Dumbo could fly.
Jet is cool.

Funny how the crowd went silent at the end and that Dumbo had to show it WAS the END. Haha
Wish they came to MY school.

Graveyard

Fame is a hefty price to pay. Some people die getting it and some just die when they don't get it. But as soon as everybody's going towards their dream, it don't matter whether they sweat blood or tears. Their success it all it matters and they are willing to put their life up front for it. Whether they die or not, anymore.

Whatcha wanna hear?

Thankyou Prabesh dopeboy!

"Home of Pho"

THESE GUYS ARE KILLERS! <3<3<3

The truth never set us free

Can see changi airport!!!
And I had to be broke then.
Well, Im still broke anyways.

You are a fcuking ghost.

Missed

Had I known, I wouldnt have left.
Had I known, I wouldnt have think about leaving again.
Had I known, I wouldnt have left you feeling worried for me again
& again.
Had I know, I wouldnt leave you hanging that phone call which could be our last.

If only I knew..

The White man said " Colored people are not allowed in here." The Black man said, "Listen sir...when I was born, I was black, when I grew up, I was black, when I'm sick, I'm black, when I die, Im black. But you sir...when you were brown, you were pink,when you grew up, you were white, when you die you are purple. And you have the nerve to call ME coloured?" The black man sat down and the white man walked away...

Amen.

We can't let go

Once twice 3 times

enough alright

sleep tight sweet dream

lets stop this fight

How can it possibly break, when this heart wasn't even whole to start with.

I love AZN boys.

Boys boys boys

It hurts when you don't say it. It hurts even more when you don't show it.

The Loss

You're scared now?
You're scared to move forward now?
You're scared to face reality now?
You're scared of losing them now?
You're scared huh?
You're scared aren't you.

Don't be scared.
It is a gain-loss process.
It happens to everyone.

YOUR SMILE KEEPS ME UP FOR DAYS

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and theieves
at your back
The storm keeps on twisting
Keep in building the lies
That you make up for
all that you lack

It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

My life is a big fat F

Hope my fking CCA will start soon so that I don't have to come home early everyday.
Fk this isn't even my home.
Fku.

CAN'T WAIT

Underground rappers; just my style ;]

When I just saw Prati going out with her mom,
I suddenly miss going out with my mom.

It's ok

Sunny is 155cm.
I'm like what, 158cm?
Its ok.
Short is ok.
Its accpetable.
Right?

"When was the last time I went to a zoo? our family (sj) is a zoo. we have a cat, actually 2 cats. our donghae is a fish. leeteuk is a duck. and if siwon comes we have a horse. yesung is a dog, shindong is a pig. we are animals."
— Heechul (via woohyun)


At least I laughed.

This Is It

I'm in.
I dont know whether I should be happy or confuse.
I will be extra busy from now onwards.
So should I regret at a later time.
Knowing I will be starting to live a very unhealthy lifestyle.

But on the other hand,
I can wait no more.
This might be my only chance.
One and only chance which I can never get it again nor will it come flying pass me like that, ever.
Did I make the right choice?
Tell me somebody please.

If only my mom was here.
She would have maybe encouraged me on.
I need that kinda encouragment cause seriously, I am heading nowhere.

I am an adult now. Not really but I am living on my own now.
Gotta start making choices for myself.
Mama's not here anymore.
Grow up silly girl.

Thats why Yuri and Sooyoung are my favourtie. XD

Special one

Happy mothers' day!





Shoot. Why am I crying..

Ju Shing Jung

So on the 7th of May, Jo, Ying and myself went for a super heavy lunch at Ju Shing Jung. Awesomeawesomeawesome! Really stuffed ourselves till we could stuff no more. (No Love, No more~)



Inside the restaurant


They had BEG and Jang Guen Suk at their restaurant before too! Sadly I could not only get BEG's autographs coz JGS's one was way up high. Ok Im suchaa excuser. But BEG!!!! (Female crush on Gain, sigh)


Jo

Ying


Roll on the side dishes! Side dishes only and they are freaking good! Free refill too!



Rest of the food. Ordered Kimchi pancake(the real deal), korean ginseng chicken soup(very herby but goooood), hotstone mix rice dolsot and spicy toufu soup.







Desserts includes a tea which is freaking to the core sweet and heart shaped watermelons!





Eating hearts away Heartheartheartbreaker~









And after that again, desserts of our own.
New Zealand Ice-cream! Lime&Lemon sorbet is a winwin man!



Feel like eating naan..

I'm missing G.O's facial hair=(

Future plans

Want to open a bakery shop. Rararararaaaaa

The world wants to see,

how beautiful you are, and they not even kidding.

The District Sleeps Alone Tonight

Wish you were here..

Thankyou Sindy for this.
Like seriously!

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now

V.S

"I love dance for a lot of reasons and one of those reasons is we can be who we want to be, feel what we want to feel, but still keep your true self. When I teach this piece I always tell my students to engage in the song and actually become the words. As silly as it sounds I tell them to act as a "rapper" to gain that confidence and "swag". It was so cool to see everyone transform and see everyone with a stronger attitude. I also tell them as soon as you walk out of my class to make sure you leave that persona in the studio. Being humble is a very important trait to me now. I sadly used to act like that, but I realized it wasn't me. Leave that attitude to the rappers/entertainers who actually have millions of dollars, nice cars, big houses, and can back up what they say. We are dancers not A-list celebrities."
-Brain Puspos

All Day

Damn it, you don't come off
Damn it, your image keeps surfacing
Damn it, my tears don't dry off

Motherland

Street-food/snacks.


A stall ontop of pile of sand.


One of many famous ice-cream mobile stall.


Flute-seller.
That dude showing a index finger asked me 100rupess for taking his picture.