Wednesday, October 28, 2009

This dagger digs deep

Half an hour ago, I felt a very sharp pain in the center of my chest. Not the first time I have encountered this but, this times it was really really pain. Whenever I inhale, there will be that sharp pain followed by a really bad heart pain. I suspect unhealthy body system in my short, fat body. Prati even managed to guess that I had junk food for my dinner.

After a few sharp pains, suddenly my heart aches. I started to break down. I cried. And also I was listening to Blink 182's I miss you. Stupid as it may sound, but I like to easily break down. Makes me feel like I can feel. Makes me feel I can be stronger. But it always gets back to square 1. So I gave myself 30 seconds of slience cause 1 minute is just too long. When they say time flies by fast, for me its slow. Well sometimes ya its fast but at times like this, its slow. Therefore I choose to say, I want to die young.

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