Sunday, January 3, 2010

Devastation and Reform

You have been beautifully scared. Your flaw is what I crave for. So damn hungry for your fame. I think I shall just slash your name onto mine and take the glam.


Not much of a loser feeling I always use to feel at very start of the day. I am contented with the amount of time I have spent at home. 42 hours straight at one spot of this little home with no socialising going on. Just plain stupid eyes on stupid sweets which I finished it in half and hour. Fifteen sweets in half an hour. Don't know for you but sure is a record for me. Garduated 7 years ago from primary school so i think my fifteen is spelled wrongly. Or not? Well that word looks a little odd to me. I am craving for carrots right. Wish I could go on "diet" but I dare not. Think I should detox. But there is no fruit juice maker at aunt's. Great. I am going to be a hippo now. Nevertheless, people always say, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Damn people are so wrong. Hahaha

Not feeling the feels of 2010. Doesnt it feel like 2009 just that it is 2010. Same goes for last year. Didnt it felt like 2008 just that it was 2009? I could stay in the same date for years and wouldnt even care more. A new decade now. Lol. I feel like im old when I say that.

A change I am very much craving for now. But still scared head over heels to actually do it. I mean, I did my hair what else more? There is freaking more! It just that I am scared. Scared of everything I am. Awesome. I live a life just like yours only that everyone tends to call when they find another of the opposite sex ugly, below avergae. I fit into the caterogy who is like a ghost. A total eyesore.

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