You are drunk tonight,

So Long

2010-08-24T00:43:00.002+08:00

and if this is the last time i'll ever talk
let it be the best time
and if this is the last time i'll ever see
let it be the best sight
and if this is the last i'll ever feel
let it be the best touch
and if this is the last time i'll ever cry
dont stop me from crying.

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE

2010-08-18T09:26:00.000+08:00

I should be studying-

I want to watch

2010-08-17T06:08:00.000+08:00

kill me, my boredom.

Sexy much?

2010-08-17T06:03:00.002+08:00

All of my ideal guys looks almost the same. Omagh.
And also it applies to only one race of guys. Hoho

Kiss me death

2010-08-15T00:41:00.004+08:00

Why do you still want to squeeze me dry when already Im drying up.
So many tears coming out and it wont stop.
And you think I deserve this.

I tried my best can't you see?
The scars are visible even from afar and you still choose to think its normal.

How am I suppose to sleep at night?
Knowing you are there to suffocate me.
And when all you think its just a nightmare.

Im no puppet.
I bleed too.
Maybe, even, a darker blood than yours.

Welcome to the club

2010-08-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

I think I need a texting friend.

Vent it out

2010-08-14T23:53:00.004+08:00

When I wanted to get high, Sindy and Prati wanted me to drink red bull. How erm, cute. But thankyou Sindy for making me feel materialistic and sophisticated with Port. All I was missing was meat. I WANTTTT MEAT!

I miss drinking with mom..
Wish you were here

I REALLY love the way you lie

2010-08-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

You look freaking familiar

2010-08-11T17:40:00.001+08:00

Thai guys are hot

Brave Brothers

2010-08-09T19:47:00.003+08:00

Brave Brothers is a producer I have started following recently. Pity since they have been around for quite long and I take quite a while to register good songs in my head. They come with songs and collaborate artists that you can never imagine to make these songs sound so good. The melody sticks to my head and has entered my top 25 most played list on my ipod. And every song has such meaning you can not want to say you cant feel it. The lyrics to the song Finally, featuring Kelvin & Alexandra from U-Kiss, gave me goosebumps. Made me not want to fall in love. Made me not want to feel what love is. Not only this song, but other songs like another of my favorite, Bittersweet featuring Hyunah and M, was just beauty. And now Brave Brothers is going to come up with a new album and from there I am most anticipating Jay Park which Brave Brothers will be featuring him in one of his song.

Time

2010-08-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

If I tell you about my passion and what I truly want to be when I grow up, you would wanna burn that dream of mine, wouldnt you?

(L)

2010-07-30T14:21:00.001+08:00

Im lazy to type why I post these videos. Well most of you should know. Or does only Joanna knows?

2010-07-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

Like the bottles on the floor,
I'm broken.
Or is it just another excuse?

Cotton Candy

2010-07-29T23:02:00.002+08:00

<3
The actress is darn pretty!

ITS SO FLUFFY IM GONNA DIE

2010-07-18T09:01:00.002+08:00

KNOCKED OOOOOVERRRRRRR!

2010-07-17T17:40:00.001+08:00

2010-07-01T18:07:00.002+08:00

Gain: "Plant!"
Jokwon: "We dont need a plant we have the plant holder!"
Jokwon: "Wait... since we have the plant holder we should buy a plant..."

KEKEKEKEKKEKEKEKEKEKE

Meet Sophie

2010-06-29T22:43:00.001+08:00

My dog.
Well like my dog as in my family's dog but they are overseas right now and if I say its their dog it will also become partly my dog right?

The while They called it Love, I call it Pain, note

2010-06-28T22:50:00.002+08:00

Its not use saying If you think its no use listening.

The love story you and I will never have

2010-06-25T15:56:00.003+08:00

Gerrad,

Do you know what you done? Do you know what insane mistakes you have make? Do you even care? Did you think twice, thrice four, five times before disappearing? I keep seeing you. And it hurts. Hurts so much that I want to break this heart of mine to stop the pain. To stop the feeling. To demolish every feeling I have for you to make you come back. But we both know you can't come back. I can't go to meet you. All of our friends says its a happy story with a sad ending. I just didn't know it will happen to us. You are still too far from being lost in my heart. I wish you back.. so much so I don't feel like living anymore

Eisley

Nosebleed much

2010-06-25T15:49:00.002+08:00

I need motivation to go work.

2010-06-25T03:58:00.003+08:00

Here it goes.

Ok seriously I didnt know what to expect. Like seriously I was in cloud nine or even higher. But all in all I still wasnt satisfied coz we got the suckiest seats. Anways seeing them live was already AHHHHHHHHHH!!! I felt like I was in Music Bank. People were holding their support cards and singing to the fan chants during the song. It was awesome! I really felt like we were in the studio of music bank. Haha. Alright then omg when they came out I went wild! They are really freaking pretty! And omg my bias was effing hot! I didnt know what to say. I just kept screaming, screaming, screaming and screaming. There was nothing much to talk about, just screams. I could looked they were tired. They were sweating but they still carried on with their performances to pleased their fans. I was proud of them and of coz proud to be their fan too. The way they serenade one of the fan made me envy with greeen! They were like almost to adult age, whereas the fan was only a kid and she had like special treatment from celebrities already! Holding her hand throughout when the serenade was being done. Whispering to her ear when she felt shy. Putting arms around her shoulder. Of I died. And at one time waving at our direction. And stupid me thinking, "Omg then that means did he see me??". The the love messages they sent out to their fans. Omgggg.. Next time no chance!

Watch Ent. on 5 next week. Beast gonna be on! And you know how that show has celebrities giving their stuff so that the fans can win right? Dongwoon gave his awesome sunglass, Hyungseng gave his shiny bracelet which he was just wearing before the show and decided he'll give up that for the fans(omg), Doojoon gave his necklace which he was also wearing throughtout the show, and Yoseob gave a b2st tee with all of their autographs. Im thinking please let me be the one to win this all but they always freaking gives to their own people.

My day went awesome!

2010-06-25T00:58:00.001+08:00

Dorky boys are lovee.

Even after the song has changed, he was still hyperactively dancing. Haha

Dongwoo+Sungyeol=Im in seven heaven!

Ohno?

2010-06-19T10:03:00.002+08:00

Ok I wouldnt have post this if it wasn't for Poreotics.
Or maybe the song is nice. Well it isnt that crazy like "Baby baby baby ohh~". My cousin was singing that verse non-stop the other time I had to turn off the radio, take out the radio plug, and sent him out of my room.

If only I was a established ______ by now.

Bullshit

2010-06-18T22:45:00.001+08:00

Shit why am i crying...

Tick tick tick tick tick tick

2010-06-14T04:02:00.003+08:00

Can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Law is cute and cant believe he is around my age.
Charles is well, ok the joker and is damn right the funniest.
Chad is hands down, he can be cute too without knowing it himself.
I wish Dumbo could fly.
Jet is cool.

Funny how the crowd went silent at the end and that Dumbo had to show it WAS the END. Haha
Wish they came to MY school.

Graveyard

2010-06-14T03:22:00.003+08:00

Fame is a hefty price to pay. Some people die getting it and some just die when they don't get it. But as soon as everybody's going towards their dream, it don't matter whether they sweat blood or tears. Their success it all it matters and they are willing to put their life up front for it. Whether they die or not, anymore.

Whatcha wanna hear?

2010-06-14T02:54:00.002+08:00

Thankyou Prabesh dopeboy!

"Home of Pho"

2010-06-13T13:23:00.001+08:00

THESE GUYS ARE KILLERS! <3<3<3

The truth never set us free

2010-06-08T20:30:00.001+08:00

Can see changi airport!!!
And I had to be broke then.
Well, Im still broke anyways.

2010-06-07T19:01:00.000+08:00

You are a fcuking ghost.

Missed

2010-06-07T02:04:00.002+08:00

Had I known, I wouldnt have left.
Had I known, I wouldnt have think about leaving again.
Had I known, I wouldnt have left you feeling worried for me again
& again.
Had I know, I wouldnt leave you hanging that phone call which could be our last.

If only I knew..

2010-05-31T19:58:00.001+08:00

The White man said " Colored people are not allowed in here." The Black man said, "Listen sir...when I was born, I was black, when I grew up, I was black, when I'm sick, I'm black, when I die, Im black. But you sir...when you were brown, you were pink,when you grew up, you were white, when you die you are purple. And you have the nerve to call ME coloured?" The black man sat down and the white man walked away...

Amen.

We can't let go

2010-05-29T21:19:00.002+08:00

Once twice 3 times

enough alright

sleep tight sweet dream

lets stop this fight

2010-05-29T01:57:00.001+08:00

How can it possibly break, when this heart wasn't even whole to start with.

2010-05-28T03:04:00.000+08:00

I love AZN boys.

Boys boys boys

2010-05-25T20:41:00.001+08:00

It hurts when you don't say it. It hurts even more when you don't show it.

The Loss

2010-05-23T23:39:00.004+08:00

You're scared now?
You're scared to move forward now?
You're scared to face reality now?
You're scared of losing them now?
You're scared huh?
You're scared aren't you.

Don't be scared.
It is a gain-loss process.
It happens to everyone.

2010-05-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

YOUR SMILE KEEPS ME UP FOR DAYS

2010-05-23T18:25:00.001+08:00

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and theieves
at your back
The storm keeps on twisting
Keep in building the lies
That you make up for
all that you lack

It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

My life is a big fat F

2010-05-19T20:42:00.002+08:00

Hope my fking CCA will start soon so that I don't have to come home early everyday.
Fk this isn't even my home.
Fku.

CAN'T WAIT

2010-05-18T12:13:00.000+08:00

Underground rappers; just my style ;]

2010-05-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

2010-05-15T17:17:00.001+08:00

When I just saw Prati going out with her mom,
I suddenly miss going out with my mom.

It's ok

2010-05-15T15:11:00.002+08:00

Sunny is 155cm.
I'm like what, 158cm?
Its ok.
Short is ok.
Its accpetable.
Right?

2010-05-14T00:38:00.002+08:00

"When was the last time I went to a zoo? our family (sj) is a zoo. we have a cat, actually 2 cats. our donghae is a fish. leeteuk is a duck. and if siwon comes we have a horse. yesung is a dog, shindong is a pig. we are animals."
— Heechul (via woohyun)

At least I laughed.

This Is It

2010-05-13T18:15:00.003+08:00

I'm in.
I dont know whether I should be happy or confuse.
I will be extra busy from now onwards.
So should I regret at a later time.
Knowing I will be starting to live a very unhealthy lifestyle.

But on the other hand,
I can wait no more.
This might be my only chance.
One and only chance which I can never get it again nor will it come flying pass me like that, ever.
Did I make the right choice?
Tell me somebody please.

If only my mom was here.
She would have maybe encouraged me on.
I need that kinda encouragment cause seriously, I am heading nowhere.

I am an adult now. Not really but I am living on my own now.
Gotta start making choices for myself.
Mama's not here anymore.
Grow up silly girl.

2010-05-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

Thats why Yuri and Sooyoung are my favourtie. XD

Special one

2010-05-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

Happy mothers' day!

Shoot. Why am I crying..

Ju Shing Jung

2010-05-09T10:27:00.003+08:00

So on the 7th of May, Jo, Ying and myself went for a super heavy lunch at Ju Shing Jung. Awesomeawesomeawesome! Really stuffed ourselves till we could stuff no more. (No Love, No more~)

Inside the restaurant

They had BEG and Jang Guen Suk at their restaurant before too! Sadly I could not only get BEG's autographs coz JGS's one was way up high. Ok Im suchaa excuser. But BEG!!!! (Female crush on Gain, sigh)

Jo

Ying

Roll on the side dishes! Side dishes only and they are freaking good! Free refill too!

Rest of the food. Ordered Kimchi pancake(the real deal), korean ginseng chicken soup(very herby but goooood), hotstone mix rice dolsot and spicy toufu soup.

Desserts includes a tea which is freaking to the core sweet and heart shaped watermelons!

Eating hearts away Heartheartheartbreaker~

And after that again, desserts of our own.
New Zealand Ice-cream! Lime&Lemon sorbet is a winwin man!

Feel like eating naan..

2010-05-07T01:26:00.000+08:00

I'm missing G.O's facial hair=(

Future plans

2010-05-01T15:48:00.001+08:00

Want to open a bakery shop. Rararararaaaaa

The world wants to see,

2010-04-27T20:55:00.004+08:00

how beautiful you are, and they not even kidding.

The District Sleeps Alone Tonight

2010-04-25T15:27:00.002+08:00

Wish you were here..

2010-04-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

Thankyou Sindy for this.
Like seriously!

2010-04-24T19:42:00.000+08:00

2010-04-20T20:39:00.002+08:00

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now

V.S

2010-04-20T20:24:00.000+08:00

"I love dance for a lot of reasons and one of those reasons is we can be who we want to be, feel what we want to feel, but still keep your true self. When I teach this piece I always tell my students to engage in the song and actually become the words. As silly as it sounds I tell them to act as a "rapper" to gain that confidence and "swag". It was so cool to see everyone transform and see everyone with a stronger attitude. I also tell them as soon as you walk out of my class to make sure you leave that persona in the studio. Being humble is a very important trait to me now. I sadly used to act like that, but I realized it wasn't me. Leave that attitude to the rappers/entertainers who actually have millions of dollars, nice cars, big houses, and can back up what they say. We are dancers not A-list celebrities."
-Brain Puspos

All Day

2010-04-19T22:16:00.003+08:00

Damn it, you don't come off
Damn it, your image keeps surfacing
Damn it, my tears don't dry off

Motherland

2010-04-17T12:30:00.002+08:00

Street-food/snacks.

A stall ontop of pile of sand.

One of many famous ice-cream mobile stall.

Flute-seller.
That dude showing a index finger asked me 100rupess for taking his picture.

2010-03-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

2010-03-22T00:01:00.001+08:00

I'm hooked onto this chero. Song is also hooky.

Anatomy of Words

2010-03-21T18:34:00.002+08:00

If we could bleed out words,
why bother bleeding blood.

The Hush Sounds

2010-03-20T00:39:00.002+08:00

Come back will you?

2010-03-18T22:42:00.001+08:00

I miss how I used to be me when I was me.

The Missing Parts

2010-03-16T22:38:00.003+08:00

When you see me, I hope you're not missing anything behind.

2010-03-14T20:06:00.003+08:00

OWNED

Inevitable

2010-03-13T17:11:00.003+08:00

weheartit

I wanna break every clock

the hands of time could never move again

we could stay in this moment

for the rest of our lives

is it over now hey, hey is it over now

2010-03-13T14:18:00.001+08:00

When kids are too straight forward as in, TOO straight forward

2010-03-05T23:19:00.005+08:00

Krisslee is my 6 year old cousin and I am his mother's niece.

Krisslee: "Mama, when is my birthday?"
Aunt: "Novemeber 21st"
Krisslee: "Nono. Which day??"
Aunt: "Wednesday, I think"
Krisslee: "Yesterday was, .. WEDNESDAY!" -starts to cry-

Oh mother lord.

2010-03-01T22:44:00.003+08:00

Dearest Gerrad,

No matter where you're standing right now. No matter where you come from. No matter how differently we might live. You have always taken that place in my heart no one else could filled it. Missing you have always been a war against time to conquer but today had been an extremly tough war.
From the moment I walk through the fields of promise, we once called, where we hold onto to each other's promise and to fulfill them, it brought me many sad-happy mostly sad memories. Happy because you made that promise to me and only me. That is more than enough having to strike a pot of gold. And I can promise you this instant that a pot of gold is no more priceless of that you are to me.
Sad because, you have yet to return to my arms and fulfill your promises to me. Trying to keep you inside my heart knowing you are not physically there is terribly hard to take in. As I walk the same route we walked when we were highly in love was, nice. Thinking if I had some magical powers I would use them to turn back time and come to where you and I were side by side. You will tell me the most exciting stories and your ingenious plans to making us a picturesque future. That was one of your promise. As we talked on and on, laughing and perkying about a small outbreak took about in the sky. A hole it looked like. From small growing to so big. As we watched the magnificent view, it later turned out to be ugly. As the sky started to cry, a splash made it on your cheeks. As you were looking into the sky, I was looking at that fearless face. That splash mark on your face started to dissolve and deteriorate under your skin. You were vanishing right before my eyes. Before I could scream and shout for help. Before I could hold onto your hands to save you. Before I could finish calling out your name, "Gerr-", you vanquished right before my eye.
The saddest person I will be from that day onwards, I fear for you will dissappear from my sight again from how I from your heart.

Love,
Eisley

Down

2010-02-16T11:51:00.000+08:00

credits; Joanna Tan

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
so why do I try
I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
so why did I drown
I'll never know why it's coming down down down

- Jason Walker

2010-02-16T02:23:00.004+08:00

You are awesome unnie.

Busy

2010-02-14T03:39:00.003+08:00

I'm a fucked up girl who's looking for her peace of mind.
Don't assign me yours.

-Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind.
Great effing movie.

"We'd be a hit"

2010-02-14T03:33:00.004+08:00

I wanna be in a band too.
I can dance. Or play triangle. I am very good at that.

Hyunah is cutee-to!!

Dayyummm

2010-02-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

Wish I was all over the place

A leader is truly a leader

2010-02-10T23:20:00.004+08:00

"park jaebeom is a performer that controls the stage, showing his charisma and talents but never ever he forgets that he plays a role as a leader in 2PM!
when there is a need, he is always there for his 2PM members...
that's why no one can fill in leader position except park jaebeom...
that's why 2PM is never complete without park jaebeom... "

I got teary-eyed.
I miss the old 2PM.

Compromising Lies

2010-02-07T23:35:00.004+08:00

Your image in the mirror becomes an enemy.
Hurts right?

Sarangun hajimayo

2010-02-07T23:18:00.007+08:00

I feel good letting out a few drops of tears after watching this.

Gwanenchanayo cause I understand

2010-02-05T23:30:00.003+08:00

Hope is a paper boat that sinks, isn't it sad?

2010-02-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

The way Dae is really excited while doing this makes me wanna join them too.

Come on everybody, 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 DO IT!

Caught!

2010-02-04T17:41:00.000+08:00

Freaking funny

Banker caught out @ Yahoo! Video

1st

2010-02-02T23:08:00.005+08:00

So went out after school with Jo to try out Wendy's but got scared to what if it was not worth it. I wanna check out the reviews before I step in there so we settle for nydc. Im just hell happy that I got to eat boney cake that Dr. WY ate. Awwwwwwwwwwwww..

So after that headed to Haji Lane for window-shopping.
Graffits are lovely there but nothing beats like the one in Boston. Or where was it again?..

Snow White and no drawfs.

Jo: "Now I know why Prati dont like modelling"
Sue: "Why"
Jo: "So tiringg....-"
Prati.. how?

A craving to kill even after nydc-ing. We just had to..

The place where Jo got the most shock. Well of coz since it was dark and everything and cars were zooming in the speed of light. Not really. My playlist just happened to play Coldplay's song and I like that song \m/

And we love goffing around with our pretty facial hair.

Oh and we walked alot!
Bugis-Haji Lane-Iluma-Bugis Village-Parco-Chjimes-Orchard.

Satisfied. =)

230th

2010-01-31T13:02:00.000+08:00

What would you do if I say this is a Must Watch?

2010-01-30T13:49:00.002+08:00

The best part of Strong Heart esp 2.

"Big Bang~~~ B to the I to the bang bang~"

2010-01-30T13:46:00.001+08:00

"Big Bang~~~ B to the I to the bang bang~"

HyukHyukHYuk

Taste of the boys in paradise

2010-01-30T12:29:00.003+08:00

FuledByRamen has by far the most amazing bands.
Versaemerge has been my favourtie since last year.
Love the girl man.

Britney lost this.
Mu ha ha ha ah.

Wetoriya wetoriya

2010-01-30T12:03:00.000+08:00

Overdosage of everything that makes my heart flutter.

Kimchii

2010-01-28T13:40:00.014+08:00

Eariler this week, I had the biggest craving for kimchi pancake ever. So knowing that I was sort in cash to buy kimchi, I tried to make my own. I was so determine to make it even knowing the end result will suck cause I mean, its kimchi!! Only those grannys are a pro in making. Well and me, ahem, I am a pro in the MAKING. News Flash! No just kidding. Anyways yup so I made kimchi. Stunned by the result. I think I added too much ginger. I got a strong headache which lasted for 1 minute and 1 second(Epik High's song!!). Damn the ginger was strong but overall, but kinda nice.

Looks digusting.

So I procceded into making kimchi pancake.

Then suddenly I remebered when Dara came on FO and the part where she made kimchi pancake. After that the family started calling her the cooking master.

But mine was wayy off cause I had cut the cabbage too small.

Watch the cooking master for yourself;

2010-01-28T13:40:00.001+08:00

Why rock a boat, and make waves?

Wish

2010-01-28T11:48:00.002+08:00

Dear ,

Happy to know that the star which no longer belonged to me is shining brightly for another.

222th.

2010-01-28T11:34:00.004+08:00

Like Nicole, I want to graduate too.

Expect I wont be crying.

To hell man. I LOVE how N people are "compassionate" and "passion".

You Are My Star

2010-01-22T22:09:00.003+08:00

dead star

Only One

2010-01-21T23:30:00.004+08:00

I cant remember whats that kinda feeling you call. A very different feeling. A very electric kinda feeling. A very odd feeling.

Have I told you ive been electrocuted by love once?

2010-01-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

"While art might be the melody society hums to itself, artists are the bass notes.

You only notice them when they're gone. "

IWTFY

You are the One

2010-01-21T16:42:00.002+08:00

Time is tickin', t-time is tickin, tickin
Time is tickin', t-time is tickin
away

Rawar Tablo..!

2010-01-21T00:50:00.003+08:00

Dear ,

My star is crying in the dark.

what should i do?

Give Up

2010-01-19T23:54:00.002+08:00

I asked for love
I asked for mercy
I asked you for sunshine
but I thank
you for the hard
rain

Try. Set Your Wii.

2010-01-16T15:39:00.002+08:00

PS22 Chorus

The ending totally rocked the whole thing.

For what we love

2010-01-14T16:22:00.003+08:00

What you know about making future?
What you know about huh, soul-breaker?

This beat that run through our body.
This temptation that sets our rights apart.
This moves we do, just to let the world see our
story of passion.